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I should not because I just realized of her change of heart, just now I opened my eyes to her now that she is leaving.Even the way she walks now as leaving my life is strange to me. She changed so much I cannot recognize her anymore, as everything we lived was just a dream. How can a dream become a nightmare too?We used to laugh all the time, even after fighting for nonsense, we always laughed again. But not now, all that happiness became emptiness, her place at that little bed of ours feels way too cold now.It’s funny, how the present became a story now. How her presence became a memory, her voice a long-forgotten song. Her scent faded years ago, but I still remember how her little perfume bottle looked, and how strong it was, how I sometimes even hated, and now I miss it.She changed her name, her ways, her mind more than a couple of times. I can only see from afar now, but she keeps moving on.Is not in a stalker way, mostly like a nostalgia thing, just a habit I can’t quit. Since I don’t smoke or do drink, do women or drugs, I think is like a vice. Maybe I should start smoking for a change. No, that doesn’t go with me.If I was a witness of my own life, I could see her changing me too, turning me bit a bit something much alike her. And maybe that’s why she was fed with me, she was with her too, so funny.Since she left, I’ve seen the twilight different, way darker. Only a couple of times it has shone for me. I wonder if it happens to her the same. What I’m saying, she changed her company too, her twilight, her entire days can’t be dark.I can see she changed her way of smiling; I remember it brighter. Is not something I’d feel good for, since there must be some traces I left in her ways. Not as heavy as the ones she left on me, though. She introduced me to so much stuff I know in my life would interest me in the least. And still, I got to like it, everything.Everything she left me; I like it. Well, everything except her absence. I wish I had her at my side to watch her favorite shows again, dance her music with her, share her crazy thoughts, that I hope she hadn’t changed.But why do I look al of this as it happened yesterday? It’s been years! Complete years without exchanging a single word, and that’s the only thing I know it won’t change.Metamorphosis, is what time do to us people? Not quite. It’s decisions. It was hers and mines that got us in different ways. That’s the real catalyst.No, I can’t blame her, but I wanted too. Maybe I did sometimes. But not anymore. Suffering, pain, can be the best teacher, since you hardly would forget the lesson. Yeah, still we look to the other side, hopping this time we get a different outcome. But that’s just vanity. Ego. Dirty ego.But what I think changed about her the most, was the people her light illuminates for. And maybe that’s why I can’t see that smile again. Maybe it still exists. 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