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The man pulls her right arm to stop her from leaving the place.“Mark, I don’t want to be your enemy, but please. Please don’t force me like this. I just -"Mark puts his finger on Amanda’s lips to make her quite. Amanda can’t finish her words. She only can give a sharp glance to Mark.“I know. I understand what you mean, but...Isn’t it obvious? Everyone knew about this. Not only you or me.”Mark releases his grip and Amanda sat down on the bench. Her eyes turn into red and started to cry. No word, only facial expression shown. Mark felt pity when he saw tears streaming down her cheeks. He softly wipes it with his fingers."You know what? I was hurt by your rudeness, but you always used my weakness to persuade me."Amanda smile.“Don’t you think the same thing about you? You are always looking for my weakness to win my heart, again.”Both of them are laughing.“Mark, I don’t know how you feel but maybe I know what you’re thinking about.”Mark drinks the hot coffee since Amanda refuses to accept.“’s maybe. And I also don’t know how you feel when you ended everything and started a new thing, leaving me behind - alone”Amanda is speechless. Mark was true. To be called a rude person, she is the right one to hold the title. However, changes by time have nothing to do with anyone. Everyone change. Even the seasons' changes, how about people?“Seasons changes, and so do people.”Amanda looks into Mark's eyes when he said the words.“At least, they will come every year and the feeling is still the same. Winter is still winter, spring is still spring, summer is still summer, and autumn is still autumn. Nothing changes at all. They only take their turn to come. What about people?”He sighed.“People may stay the same, but the feelings changed. The changes in people are their feeling and attitude. You can have the same people with you but not the same feeling or attitude anymore.”Mark stand from the bench and walk towards a nearby dustbin to throw his empty paper cup. After that, he back to Amanda.“I will keep waiting, same as you. We will wait together until this waiting ended.”Amanda started to cry again, but this time Mark just ignored her.Day by day, I can feel my body become weak. I’m tired of finding a way home. I’m not feeling hungry or thirsty, but this long journey suffers my soul. The worst thing happened when I don’t even know myself either! In the middle of no way to go, I can hear voices of the unknown for the first time, talking and whispering - “5 centimetres per seconds” “I think 2 centimetres per seconds” “No, it only 1 centimetre per seconds.” I cry for help once more, hoping that they can hear my silent voice. My voice, it froze in my throat. “Thanks for the ride and...”Amanda sighed. She can’t finish her words. She felt guilty.“You are almost welcome. No need to talk too much if you don’t have enough words to say. Just sit down.”Amanda nodded. The place was too quiet and she started to feel uneasy. Sitting there only both of them, just remind her about the past. It made her feel even guilty.“Feel awkward? Why not listen to music then?”She took her headphone and started to listen to the Michael Learns to Rock album. Mark made a short glance into her smartphone. Amanda put her headphone off.“What’s wrong?”Mark asked.“I don’t like the song.”Mark chuckles.“Still listening to your favourite artist, huh? Let me guess. Are you listening to Complicated Heart by MLTR just now?”No answers from Amanda.“I love the chorus of the song. I think it is beautiful lyrics.”Amanda is still quiet. She put her headphone inside his bag.“Leave me alone.”Amanda looks straight into Mark’s eyes.“No. I won’t.”Mark doesn't want to leave Amanda alone. 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