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, ,,I was pacing back and forth as the jitters finally gnaw at me since time was cornering in. I impatiently watch the clocks tiny handle slowly tick as the seconds go by. In the quietness you could hear the tip taps from the hard soles of my shoes from my brutal tapping against the floor bouncing in the long halls decorated in gold and pink. Precipitation was forming at the back of my neck due to how rarely I wore tuxedos. I look back into the mirror attached to the wall and as a reflex touch my now smooth clean-shaved jaw where there used to be a stubble, which made me look twice as young. , ,I’m getting married, I reminded to myself, ,I look at the familiar pink flowers in the decor, and I’m hit with a sense of nostalgia as I reminisce about our first date where I took her to a picnic in the middle of a flower field and just how coincidentally those pink flowers, we were laying under were her favorites. I still remember during my youth I was a bashful kid; I only finally got the guts to ask her out on graduation day of high school in a stuttering mess, the rest was all history. , ,A tingling sensation runs up my spine making me shiver. I clench and unclench my hand continuously letting my nails dig into my palm leaving tiny crescent shaped moons behind its wake. I could feel my stomach knot up as I shift my weight from one foot to the other.,dating over 30 Glen Robbins,meet women near me Hamon, ,Is this what cold feet feels like?, ,Running my hand through my hair for the hundredth time this hour, biting my lip I look towards the drinks laying on the table near me. Glancing around the room., ,dating for seniors State Univ,Ok, just one more drink to calm the nerves, I mentally promise myself, ,Just as I was about to gulp down the third shot glass of whiskey, its snatched right under my fingers by someone. 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I- I can’t even begin to explain what I’m feeling” I let out., ,“you don’t have to explain yourself to anyone, just know that both of you love each other, and that’s all that matters” he says in a genuine voice patting my back., ,I let out a content sigh as we both bask in the peaceful quietness. Making me realize this would be the last time I will be alone like this., ,I should pee again just encase, I thought to myself, ,“I’m going to go head to the washroom, and try to collect my thoughts, you coming?” I say looking back at him, heading to the other side of the hall, ,“nah, I’m gonna go check how the others doing” Brad replies hands in his pockets as he stealthily makes his escape., ,Entering the restroom, I quickly let my thoughts run back to Annalise. She was like a candle in the darkness. When I was with her, the rest of the world feels like a blur. Her voice was like a song I wasn’t ready to stop. 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I look up at myself in the mirror upfront of me, I let out a gust of breath and smile., ,dating 60 year old man Ft Ap Hill,I’m getting married, I repeated to myself., ,Pushing the doors open, allowing my skin to feel the frigid air of the hallways conditioning, turning around the corner I could hear the audible sound of moaning and what almost sounds like the smacking of lip on lip., ,I mean I knew weddings are all about love and compassion, but the groom and bride haven’t even wedded yet. , ,After humoring myself, the curious side in me was tempted find out who thought it was a bright idea to make-out in the halls where anyone can pass by. Obviously, my inner Sherlock Holmes won the battle, and went to go scavenge the couple. As I got closer to the corner towards the unsuspecting victims, the sounds got louder as though they were echoing of the walls. Squinting my eyes as I peek through the walls, nothing could prepare me for what I saw next., ,my fiancé was furiously kissing with some strange man, my heart dropped to the floor. I couldn’t fathom a thing. Why my soon to be wife was kissing him hard like it was her last time. My brain is constantly searching for an answer like a cellphone searching for signal. The very act was hurting my eyes, and my heart was threatening to burst from my ribcage. , ,“I’m going to miss you” the strange man spoke in a familiar raspy soft voice. I couldn’t see who it was as his back was facing me. I watched as they whispered to each other in hushed voices. How long was this going on for?, ,I loved her., ,I gave her everything, what did I not give her? What could that man give that I couldn’t give her? I was dumbfounded. I could feel the slight burn in my eyes from not blinking for a good one minute. The man slowly started to turn giving me a slight view of his face and what I saw made me stumble back a few steps. ,ukraine dating Lorah, ,No, it can’t be, ,I stare in shock at the fact, the person who was squished in between Annalise’s arms was none other than my mother in her short pixie haircut and silk suit, almost mistaking her for a man. I always knew Annalise was bisexual, it was no secret, I knew it way before I dated her in high school as she dated a girl before me. I never really had a problem with it until now. The blow would have been much better if it were any other girl, but the reality was set. The horror and mortification slowly started to settle in, as my eyes enlarged probably to the size of saucers., ,Then memory by memory it all starts coming in. How whenever I used to tell Annalise ‘she was not my mother’ when she ordered me around, she would start to hysterically laugh as if it were the funniest thing. Or how every time they said they were having a girl’s night and giggled as though they knew something I did not. But truly, I had no clue. , ,It was happening right under my nose and I didn’t even see it coming. I never complained about how Annalise used to hog my mom a lot when I noticed them cuddled on the sofa or bed, simply thinking she needed it since she grew up without a mother. Oh, how I was so clueless. , ,Shame and embarrassment washed over me like a bucket of cold water. The pounding in my temple only seemed to be getting louder making me stagger back, the clicking of my shoes must’ve gotten their attention as they whipped back just in time to see my grief-stricken face. , ,I watch as panic flowed into Annalise’s face as she started walking towards me., ,dating 55 and older Calumet,singles near me Stoney Beach,“don’t” I whispered in a tiny voice looking down. 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